I really want to be more excited but I’m just too tired.
I can be absolutely over the moon about something but appear to have no interest. It’s not that I’m not excited, I’m jumping for joy…on the inside. I simply don’t have the energy to show it.
Ankylosing Spondylitis is an auto-immune disorder which mean my body is constantly fighting itself. Imagine having the flu everyday.
So please know my outward exhaustion does not mean I am not excited. I am just too tired to show it.