I feel like I fail at something everyday.
I know I’m fighting a disorder I have no control over. I know you don’t expect more than I can give. I still manage to feel like I’ve failed at something everyday. Today may have been a birthday party or the laundry. Tomorrow may be a celebratory dinner or game with the kids. It seems it’s always something.
I have to remind myself that I can only give all that I have and sometimes I’m just not going to have it to give. in those moments I have to respect myself. If you really want to help just give me a hug and tell me you understand.